In life many times we "get used" to coping with the things we have chosen to do, to sustain ourselves, either because we have believed that it is the best for us, or because we agreed that what someone outside suggested was fine, without analyzing if that it was what would truly make us happy. And that normally happens when we do not have a firm conviction of what our desires really are, it could be for fear of not feeling accepted by our tastes, which often happens within families. Where perhaps the parents are professionals from a university degree, or there is a trade that is a family tradition and it turns out that you want to be the complete opposite of what your parents or the family tradition have been.
So, it turns out that all those things can influence you in a way that you hardly realize it and you go through life with a regret disguised as a smile or a "yes but I'm fine" and you forget that hidden desire inside you, which wants go outside but that is run over by all those archetypes, and you think that you do not want to disappoint your parents, your family or friends, because it turns out that you want to be a musician, actor, dancer, writer, barber, but….
When you realize you find yourself doing something, which was the last thing you wanted to do, and that's how your life goes and in less than a rooster crows, you find yourself in a job in which you do not feel well, that you bored and also feeling nostalgia for what you could have done and did not do, because you feel exhausted, because you let many years go by and you feel that you are too old to start again. It does not feel pleasant at all, because there will always be a small feeling of sadness and helplessness within you, and sometimes you feel anger and do not even know with whom, although it is with yourself. But it is difficult for you to accept it, and you discharge that anger and helplessness on others who have nothing to do with your wrong decisions, driven by fear.
But you need to know that you and only you can make a change in your life, no one can do it for you, only you can do it, only you can get the strength and desire to live your dreams. As long as you are alive, there is still time, do not forget it. Live your dreams! go where you have always wanted to go, do what you have always wanted to do, discover yourself, give that gift to your soul that is yourself. Be Happy! Stop living just to please others, because you are the owner of your life and you deserve to live it.