Nooo not at all :D... you sound like me when circumstances are normal :) But at this point even planing to spend some time with the dear people on some sort of celebration sounds good. You know, the hope thing, the feeling that you have something to look forward and that something is not delayed again and again and again... When I look back at the few previous holidays/New Years when I had great time, memories are the ones that are cheating "corona killed the normal" bcs plans are on the ventilator :(
We do live in the present, just that present dies the moment it was born and only memories are those who keep life of the moment ;)
Oh, someone also like PF, have to take a look at the post :)