Looking back, I realize that my shyness actually helped me to focus more intently on the details of the publication and think more critically about the content. It was a turning point for me, and I learned that with careful planning, self-awareness, and a willingness to step out of my comfort zone, I can overcome my limitations and achieve my goals.

That right there! Well done! It's all about the balance. Self-esteem doesn't mean to be over confident, but to be able to accurately estimate the reach of one's capacities. Seems like you're on a good path there! Keep it up!