It speaks very well of your character to admit and acknowledge your issues and behaviours and then to embark upon the journey you've taken to reveal the true person that was hidden behind walls and shields of your own design.

Sometimes people have experiences that effect who they are, twisting them out of shape to be almost unrecognizable; experiences in life, especially for those under extreme pressure and duress in their day to day lives, can be a heavy weight. Some will carry it for a time then work to unload it and reshape themselves, and others will crumble under the burden. You should be very proud of yourself.

Becca 🌷