...if we can't even see ourselves in a better situation...

That part of the last sentence, I was looking at it, and re-reading it several times. For myself should Hive make me a lot better off than I am now, it would be nice, but then I have the reality of my life, my health, and my longevity to think about also.

So I need to start seeing not only myself in a better situation, but I need to learn to see others in a better situation also. I don't want to leave more than is absolutely necessary behind me when my time is up, I also do not want lawyers to get the majority of what I have left, so hopefully when the time comes, I have a plan in place and time to implement it.