The problem with the "Why" statement is because we believe we deserve better, especially when we've given our all to live such life.

But that's it! Life is never fair, and because we fail to remember or being in denial of bad moments, we get really sick to the guts when we encounter them.

It is not an easy thing to take when we are told we have this illness or diagnosed with something so unfortunate. It makes us question our life choices and... it is painful knowing that no matter what we do, we will still have such illness. That's why some people pray so hard and cry to their creator, hoping for some sort of miracle. Miracles... I believe it happens because I have seen so much... however, sometimes things don't change and... that's just life.