Wooow. This is so touching. It felt like I was literally there with you in the bus. People pass through a lot of pain indeed and sometimes we are so helpless to help. It may sound absurd but sometimes some of these helpless situations makes us stronger.

Meanwhile, I can relate a little with what you described happening to you lately. This morning I woke up not even knowing where or how to start. Am new to all of this and trying to makes ends meet since am fending for myself can be a lot too. I get tired of even trying sometimes but I tell myself I have to do this even when I can’t find the motivation. Sometimes also writing about how you feel helps even though it doesn’t take away your challenge but having somewhere to pour out your innermost thoughts can be a good therapy. I do hope you find the rest to pass through this season and come out victorious. Much love from me🤗