That’s a wonderful schedule!

No it’s not that only I have expectations from you (I do), you have expectations from yourself.

You are already far more organized than you know it. Life is not about the perfection but it is the journey towards perfection that matters. In the movie “The Last Samurai”; Katsumoto said:

The perfect blossom is a rare thing. You could spend your life looking for one, and it would not be a wasted life

He was talking about a perfect Sakura, and also in duality his personal life and quest for freedom of his people.