Creativity and toxicity

We touched the softness
We felt the hardness
You were unlearned for me
Just like maths for medical student

I wanted to impress you
With my fluency in your native language
Believe me google taught me
Only abusive words
Which I wanted to tell you in nights
But before this moment
You were departed
Was you ethically afraid of me

I wanted to slap you
Just like I get slap from my friends
While I am sleep during lecture
But that love slap
Would took you into Loveria

You disliked my dark circles
I wouldn't have earned them
If you arrive timely and richly
You disliked my night cravings
Did I told you I was miss fats in past
Later few lizard gave me stress
And I squeezed into Shakira
So don't watch me while eating

Did I told you before you
I has capability to talk with snakes
And few resided with me too
They would be proud
As they lived with Anaconda

My meeting with your mom was hilarious
As she asked my satisfaction level
And I realized how strong you pretended
You asked me about my influence
Sweetheart the circle you are having now
Already prevailed to Impress me
But unluckily I chooses ribboned mule

Why I was so fast and wise
I take multiple painkillers each day
Which effect my laziness
And I move toward you like cat
You said you will bring stars and moon
And each day I see them
As you left me in open air

Hanging with the conifers
I dreamed for a happy life
But there was only hippie
How much I was effected by you
As much as red is affected by orange

I was alone along with you
And still what left inside me
Is filled with loneliness
The equation of love is simple
What will you have before
Will be not yours in after version
Are these words enough to motivate you

I guess yes so I wanted to tell you
Don't fly much in air
Because you were having
The role of tap water
Which damages the chemical reaction only
And you tore my books

That little fishes which I have drawn
In the middle of the night
Will not pray for you
As they neither did for me
You know I was disturbed
Still I am and I would be in future too
Because toxicity only suits
To the experimental mice
If found in human
It's not tolerable