Ignition of sentiments was done by everyone
And none asserted to be the part of this fire
They were relaxed externally
But inwardly and spineless
They were woveing a new quagmire
To hitch my emotions
And to smash me into several chunks
This time I was not being unloved
Rather I met the blackish as being disliked
I was summoned anti state person
My patriotism was called into question
Loyalities of mine were thrown away
What I met face to face was hate
I didn't endured exclusively through this
Because they all stood as one man army
Behind that charismatic leader
Who has vision to unify the nation
He was arrested and attacked
Emotionally hurt tremendous times
But neither he was dishonest
Not he was Coward
All the odds stood against him
Few within the black coats
Multiple having the medals and uniforms
And sticking around were the monarchs
But he was frivolity in his hands
Yet having the whole nation as support
Who stands for someone in such critical time?
Why to quit him when he was the only saviour
When did they ended up as Pakistani?
Where was their patriotism when they bartered Pakistan?
Whom was behind them to obliterate the nation ?
How many you will slaughter?
Why to conceal your black faces??
Truth never metamorphosis
No matter how many clean chits
You earn from you bought courts
Disconnecting the youth from social media
Conducting the drama of anti state activities
Calling us sponsored and counterfeit
I guess you have forgotten the Law of Creator
You are bankrupting the country for own sake
You have zero investment here
But one day you will be questioned
For all these falsehoods and drama
No one would rescue you there
Not the black coats
Nor these neighbors who are behind the door
Dirty Harry policies wouldn't insulate you
You will make everyone tight-lipped
Through your so called secure sources
Which have done only recordings
Since the creation of country
You will buy the morality of public
I don't believe in this supremacy now
As few souls are not born to be paid for
Crucifying the justice
Making the administration sectors guilty
In front of public
Wouldn't help you to rule another 5 years
And how long you will preside over ?
There is no super power except Allah
I was shattered brutally
My eyes dont dream now
I dont think for my future
What if I administer the nation
Will my life as devoted spirit
And some bad governance would crucify me
Calling me traitor as bonus of this virtue
It's too easy to snatch others dreams
I remained the person who yelled patriotism
But now felt everything which I saw
From the surface level was fake
Realities we're hidden from me
But how realizing them
They are hard to engulf
No longer that aspirant is alive
I have saw my family getting hurt
Because of others nasty attitude
I was called with wicked names
That labels dont justify me
And if society believes
I am the facet of this lawlesness
I have no words to deny
Behind this poem alot of sentiment are involved , due to the wrong policies of others innocent are facing rejection . I am was never despair from the circumstances until now but when my social accounts were dismised for speaking the trurh and publicly i was called with wrong names i was no more the previous aspirants Ayesha. I dont know where to conclude but just asking to remain humble with others as hate speech sometimes becomes the reason of someone's expiry.
