You don't want to drive your happiness from other people take yourself on a solo date go to cinema alone sit on a beautiful cafe book yourself a hotel take yourself out travel, try some new dishes, learn to enjoy your own company.
You shouldn't need anyone up beside you
or friends around you don't allow people to be available around before you can enjoy your life or experience things.
Most of the time the best experience is realizing that you love them you are in love with yourself and you love the man you're becoming and no one can take the happiness from you when you're happy it's not dependent it's not dependent on your validation from outside no one can actually take happiness.
For me because you are already whole on your own and you fit to feel in your life.