Working in this world is like working in a secret lair... we all have things to plot about and other things to reminisce about our past trials. But the crazy part is that society in general likes to think about what might have way too much... To the point of insanity. It's crazy that things can get to the level that they are today. Where everyone is wishing to be something that they cannot be right away. It's a wild thing when your society collectively wants to be something different than it is... The idiots running industry and hoping we are going to live in some techno-utopia... Where technology makes our life so easy that we are left with nothing to do but push buttons and wait for another reason to indulge ourselves. A sickening thing if I do say myself. But all of this really comes on the heels of another syndrome. The need of people as a whole to avoid emotion. If you can avoid emotion, then you can make things into something where it's a soul-killing exercise.
The soul gets caught up in trying to heal itself, all the while you are running it further into the dirt. That's why the important is to do absolutely nothing when you are trying to heal. You need to stay still and silent. Let the silence lead you out of the woods... Nothing else will usually do it, the ego has to take a break to let the true self-mend. People don't realize that the heart has to be treated with absolute reverence or it can easily get lost in the muck in this world. And when your heart is not turned on, you are pretty useless to this place... It's your homing beacon for heaven. Without it, what good are you... You will never find your way home without your heart. It's makes you, you... Repression of our dreams to live. Not every ego based dream will come true, but the ones that really matter will keep you floating in more ways than one. Ascending to a new level of development can be painful, but so can the suppression of the desire to be yourself...
