said sorry, it is very difficult to give to people who do wrong and hurt your heart. let alone given, I'm sure you just say it is very difficult. even more so if he has repeatedly made mistakes. You must think and say, I will never forgive him for his mistakes he has made repeatedly. and you certainly think and say, I will not forgive him, because he himself did not first apologize to me. let alone to apologize to me. to admit his own mistakes he did not do. I'm sure you must be very upset.
But you must remember and you realize, that apologizing, not useful for him. but useful for you. because with mutual forgiveness, the hatred in your heart will be erased. you will feel peace. In addition, by you giving forgiveness to others, you must remember that you have made mistakes and have also been forgiven by others.
and you also have to be aware and not selfish. because God always forgives people who sin. although man has sinned hundreds of times, God will always forgive him. but why are you just a human being not willing to forgive others? That's what you have to realize.