introducing a, no ordinary, man given the appellation of both of hi...

…as it is italian tradition to give the first born son the name of the baby’s papa’s papa, mi mama and papa took that tradition one step further and gifted me with the monikers of both of my grandfathers: “attilio” and “cesare”.

however, since mi mama and papa emigrated from italia to california republic, separately with their respective papa, as teenagers in the 1950’s (on “that” calendar; f.y.i. - i personally prefer to use the ancient Mayan Calendars, myself); and, they had to endure certain “emigrant teasing” from other north american fellow classmates attending their “high schools” with them... and, not wanting little “attilio” to have to endure such teasing at school or in 1960’s society at large... they chose to “nickname” me “tony”, to more americanize my very non-american given name... much like grandfather Attilio accepted that nickname when first arriving on the eastern coast of the united States of America through New York Harbor’s Ellis Island… grandfather’s new acquaintances believing that “attilio” sounded like “antonio”, and thus a “tony”, actually named “Attilio”, had been born on America in my paternal grandfather’s stateside-experience.

throughout the most recent years, of this 50+ years of lifetime experience i have been in-joying, i have become quite anal about words, the power of words, and the definition of the [s]words i am conscious to be using... etymologically and depending on which venue the [s]words are being wielded, and which dictionary one chooses to reference (e.g. “Webster’s” vs. “Black’s Law”, etc....). after living most of this lifetime experience, using the moniker of “tony”, even throughout a 23+ year CORPORATE career (from which i retired early), i (after the desilusión of marriage from the mother of my daughter and son) embraced and began calling myself my true names: attilio-cesare (rather than “tony”)…

the energy shift i experienced was palpable and, in hindsight, after becoming learned to numerology, i realized that going from calling myself “tony” to referring to myself as “attilio-cesare”, truly had an energetic affect on my experience of this lifetime experience! and then, after re-searching the meanings hidden behind the names “attilio” and “cesare”, i was blown away to learn that their meanings, and their associated energies, had been impacting my lifetime experience all along, even though i had not been using them (my grandfathers’ names) on a daily basis: “attilio”, supposedly, means “fatherly / father-like”, and “cesare” meaning “hairy / full head of hair”… and i have definitely been carrying both those aspects most my entire life!

i had my first father-like role starting very young as i am the eldest of four siblings for whom i was forced to serve as a father-figure in our parents’ absence, while mom and dad were slave-laboring at “jobs” within THE beast SYSTEM, and we played the role of “latch-key-kids” growing up.

i, also, served as a father-figure to my, now, ex-wife, who is five years my minor, when we first got together in our youth, due to her having such a poor relationship with her own blood father, when she was still in high school... and, of course, she and i gifted Creator’s creation with beautiful creations of our own... our two offspring, to whom we gave the appellations “brittney-gabriella” and, breaking with italian tradition of naming our firstborn son after my father, thus #1 son became known by the moniker “kyle-patrick”.

(i truly believe most traditions are part of THE beast SYSTEM programming/indoctrination, we all were forced to endure, and currently do my best to not give any energies, nor any of my attention, to any “traditional” b.s.; and besides that, when i was young i would refer to my nationality as “italian california-style”, but since have learned that, jus soli, and claim that my nationality is one of californian - north american State national and my residence and residency is that of my physical in-bodyment)

“home is where the heart is”... and, i always feel perfectly “at home”, wherever i be at any given moment. probably a big part of the reason i have been living primarily nomadically, for over the past decade, on many different continents and countries. as a matter of fact, the in-bodyment is currently on the country of costa rica... ¡pura vida!

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i look forward to sharing more about the man: i am, and the adventures i have been so anointed to have experienced thus far, during this lifetime experience, and continue to have; i desire to deeply thank @cahlen for exposing me to this Ecency / HIVE experience; and intend that all, who are so interested to have read this entire post, continue to be well, stay strong, and take risks!