This was really hard ending of the season! It was so much games, which were close to win by me. Many battles, where I not have chance for a win versus max level decks. In some matches I totally outsmarted my opponents! All of them gave me experience, which I will use from new season, which already started! ;)
In total I played about 400 games, but last ones at end of the season were the hardest, which I had to play.
I finished at 73 place, playing only with silver level cap cards, which I think it is success, but I still can perform better!
You can play versus the same players over and over again and even get the same place in leaderboard like season ago.
Just check my post from 2 weeks ago. 73 position in Diamond leaderboard.
@atnazo/my-end-of-season-rewards
So now is new season. Can I broke my 73 place and rise above this?!
We will see..
One day I want be a Champion, playing with only silver cards, seems kinda impossible, but in life there no impossible things, we just need to practice a lot and show them all that it just take little longer time than expected. Now my hunger rises for more wins and I'm Challenger during that time!
If I'd play with max level cards that would be too easy and I would no have fun playing like this.
Human spirit is unbroken no matter how many times I lose in a row. I still find strength to play more.
What you gonna do, when you want to climb and you just hit the wall in the last hours of the season?
Your anger rises, but not because you are bad player, but because you can't win. No matter how hard you try. Opponents just read you like open book.
I took few minutes of break, I rethought everything once again. I took many heavy breaths and then I just started my next game. My hands were shaking so much, but I need to play more. I have nothing to lose, because already I was out of the leaderboard. Out of Diamond II. Out of my position, which I worked hard for whole season. I had tears in my eyes and got emotional. But it was like soft reset for me. When you accumulate emotions and you can't just throw them away, crying is the best what you can do. Just look at the kids they crying very often and then they feel better like nothing happend. After that I knew that I'm ready. So I said to me, no this can't be finished like that. PERIOD!
People told me, they don't wanna play at the end of the season. Is too risky. I already knew that after 6 defeats. I had these words somewhere in my mind, but it already happend. So what I can do about this?
I found some better music on YT, I usually change music like every matchup just to feel better emotions. When I have some doubts I looking for something motivating. When in lyrics I hear something like "Legends never die" or "We gonna up up up" from this moment I know it could be my moment for a comeback!
Just look at rating, they all had bigger than me!
Still I was able to win 2 of 3 matches versus them.
Game really tested me, no easy wins for sure.
My archon silver level, versus the same archon max level.
Just look at this!
I won versus him 3 times in a row in my last 6 matches, it only show my true strength, when I need to win games after lose streak. Sorry for that, but I had to.
Then I played 2x versus JOVS and lost all matches or I should say 3x versus him all loses in my game history, his rating is just somewhere in top diamond leaderboard. He broke my win streak and then I won last game. I decided to not play more and it was enough for top 73 in Diamond Leaderboard!
And remember I play only with silver level cards :D and I need to play versus diamond decks many times.
It was really hard to be in top 75 at the end of the season, especially, when I decided to show them that I can play at highest competition level in last hours of the season!
I didn't have to play any game. I had enough rating to be in top 75 since last 20h in the season. But I had to make daily quests, my energy was almost full, so I had to prove my worth in this game!
I finished all daily quests in this day.
8 wins in old season and rest in new one.
Remember not give up, not quit, if you have energy to play more and you are already at the bottom just play more. Who is the most dangerous? Someone, who have nothing to lose!
