Brother, sorry to hear about your loss. Perhaps i can help to some extent and in some way.

Although i would like to give unconditionally, i feel perhaps a loan with an agreed upon energy exchange of some sort to repay the loan could serve both you and i and potentially mankind better. i have some ideas around what the exchange could include and it would involve you helping with testing of The Matrix-8 Solution by using a new comment game. i just posted about it here: @atma.love/a-decentralised-game-on-hive

Interested? Questions? if so shall we discuss here, or in private say on Telegram?

Sat Nam
Atma