Hi, I am Arveno and i am from Surabaya city Indonesia. I want to make content about what my people in my country feels right now.
One after another bad news showing up in my country. From corruption, change of the law that detrimental to society, the change of football coach that makes my country lost and many more. And it never end lately. I dont know this is just charade or this is just media that hiperbolic to get more impression and money. Or it really happened and will give the bad shit in the future. But, as far as i know the goverment is still denied and always make the people angry. Or i can say that this is more than angry, i think it is wrath. If this continue i am afraid the Wrath sin will dominate and escalade all people that will make chaos in my country.
Lets see what wrath is, wrath is one of the deadly sin that all human have. This sin is escalade our angry emotion to uncontrolable angry that can lead to destructive but verbal or physic. And what dangerous about this sin, this sin can really took over the common sense and make the view blur or even dark. I already felt it sometimes. And what i felt is my mind goes blur at that time, and my logic starting to blur too, and somehow my emotion especially angry one took over all inside my head. And when it burst it will be very bad. Yeah in the past i make people lost some of their teeth. I know that this is not proud act. It was terrible act. But, i really forgot why i am lost my temper at that time. Yeah mostly i am low tempered. I am very easy angry. And usually when i am angry at low level i will yelling or screaming and keep my logic to stay away from rush act with punch or using hand or physic I am promised to myself never hit woman or in this case my wife and starting 3 years old i never hit my son ever again. Because if wrath trully took over my reaction right now is just silent and i considered the people that make me wrath to them are gone. They are dont exist in this world, and i never acknowledge them again for the rest of my life. And when we meet again i will assume they are not exist anymore and never answered if they are talking. I know this is bad, but really i save they life, if i am in trully in wrath and lost my logic maybe i will hit with punch or even worse i can kill them instantly. Thats why Wrath is really dangerous sin for me.
And what happened right now in my country is really chaotic. Hopefully people still can using their cool minded and using the logic so it not make any chaotic event. Back then in 1998, there are fire,rape,looting,killing, torturing are happened in my country. Fortunately it is not too big in my city. Since my city is small city that will not affected with the news. Many people doing slow living in my city. But, if this happened again i dont know what to do since i am now living in big city. I think it will be bad for my little family. Especially i am minority in my country. And it will be not good at all.
So, what can we do? since this sin is born with every people in this world. What we can do is just hold and controlling between emotion and logic inside our brain. And and which one is fed more then it will be growing inside our brain. If we feeding our emotion inside our head surely it will growing and dominate the logic or maybe replacing the logic. And if we are feeding the logic, we can controlling the wrath not coming out to surface.
Maybe meditating can helping with this situation. I dont know much about that since i am not meditating at all. What i do to compress my wrath is just stay silent when i am starting to angry and bad mood, then going somewhere alone first. And then starting to inhale exhale until my wrath can be controlling. Yeah i am better not close to anyone if my wrath coming out. It will be very bad if i am with someone. I can took the word personally. And it is really bad.
So, ever having wrath inside yourself guys?
