But then, the same is true or atheists. They also are willing to kill so as to promiote their own beliefs or unbeliefs.

Anything taken to extremes is going to make everything seem to be pointless and evil.

You sound like someone who believed, lost his belief and became bitter and cynical, to the point where everything is seen s tainted. I pity you, but also wish that people like you would not try to make everyone else suffer your own torments of worthlessness.

PS - I am not religious, but I respect the beliefs of those who do believe in a God. Yes, bad (evil) has been committed by men wearing frocks, but religion has also done a lot to help make life bearable or given it some kind of purpose.