Hello ladies and gentlemen of hive. On this episode of hive learners contest, the prompt is to talk about what we hate.
I am too cool of a person to hate a lot of things 馃榿.
Sometimes life happens to us and things do not go the way we want it to go. Some of the things that life show me sometimes is to be in limbo is some decisions. Like not being decisive about a very important step in ones life.
Having to wait for a sign or a go ahead from someone. I will expanciate a little bit about it,just a little bit because it is quite personal but oh my God guys, this thing gives me sleepless nights.
There was a time I was actively searching for job, although I already have my makeup studio running but because the job offer someone offered me was really so cool. So I was like, if I get this job, when I am settled, I gan tru to fit my makeup bii in it in the beat way possible.
Started with the processing and I have to wait for the result. In my mind or let me say according to te plan I have in my mind. My studio rent and house rent will be due for payment almost at the same time. So I was like I would not renew since I hope, wish and want te job to successful.
Still waiting on the job result and all because it was already looking promising. I sell some cosmetics in my studio, I refuse to restock because I thought I will be relocating.
I was also in the dilemma of renewing my rentbor not, because I do not want a situation where I will renew and then I relocate. I do not want to drag any issue with any house agent. I am not just ready for the drama neither do I have the energy.
I was just hanging at that moment. That period of not knowing what to do, either go forward or remain at a particular point. I do not like it one bit. It was just as if one is sucked and in limbo. Only time could resolve situations like this.
Maybe I hate situations like this because I am an anxious person and not really patient as well. It bothered me a lot ehhn. Thank God it has been resolved.
Another thing I hate is being broke 馃槀. I guess nobody likes being broke. Well, let me no conclude and generalize that. I should speak for myself. I do not everyone has the this feeling of feeling quite depressed when broke. Everything just tire me anytime this happens.
This made me agree to the popular saying that goes like " you are not depressed, you are just broke 馃槃". Anytime a credit alert sounds, the depression just disappears. All the headache that comes with it just vanishes.
I am working on puttingbthis under control, because will one be depressed everytime one is broke. No condition is permanent and I want to be able to bend with the wind of change without having a terrible feeling.
Thank you for reading my article.