It has been a while since I last curate an article. Hereby sharing my most recent DMT trip.
I'll try to make it as simple and easy to read as possible. I clocked the entire trip so that I can come back and study it.
T+0: It's MAOI Time!
I purposely under-dosed to test the potency of my new extraction. My intention was to enter the DMT realm as a researcher and a scientist. I followed the same routine as always; took the MAO inhibitor early in the morning together with a few bites of bread. The digestion of the bread helped with the activation of the MAOI.
T+1H: Down Goes the DMT
Strangely, I didn't feel any effects from the MAOI at this stage. Still trusting the old formula, I popped approx 60g of DMT- Slightly 50% under dose. I laid on the sofa and waited patiently for the "sign".
T+1:21H: First Buzz
As I was laying comfortably on the sofa, my mind wandered endlessly through space with no direction. I really enjoyed this most ancient and instinctual type of meditation called "spacing out". I suddenly felt a little buzz in my body and started to feel light-headed. Not very strong but an indication that the MAOI has started to kick in. I looked around me and was greeted with the familiar veil of static field- ever breathing and expanding. I continued to focus on my intention and waited for the trip to shift into higher gear.
T+1:50H: Visions and The Machine World
As the trip slowly intensified, I started to hear ringing in my head. It wasn't as loud compared to my previous trips. When I closed my eyes and blanket my vision with darkness, streaks of color would stream across the back of my eyelids like liquid rainbow. Visions started to materialize like a holographic show. They weren't as clear as how I remembered- probably due to the weaker dose, but I saw some beautiful faces and a glimpse of a technologically advanced city. The visions came and go very briefly so, I couldn't make up much of the finer details.
After a while, the body buzz eventually subsided. So do the visions and colors. My body is still high on the MAOI so I just laid back to chill and relax. Knowing from my past experience that this was just a prelude, I waited patiently for the next phase.
T+2:40H: Tuning In
As expected, it wasn't long before the "tuning" in my head takes place. A loud burst of static buzz suddenly went off in my head. My consciousness would momentarily "whiteout" when the tuning kicks in. I knew at this point that the real trip will begin very soon and I will need to make my final preparation mentally. I was very confident that I can easily handle this since I purposely under-dosed and would let go of all attachments of this world when faced with "death". I continued to psych my mind while the frequency of the tuning increases.
T+3:30H: Knowing Your Place
I was so wrong; I thought I was fully prepared this time after having last tripped 6 months ago but apparently it ain't work that way. With both my eyes closed, a blinding golden light engulfed me. Immediately, all the forgotten fear and pain crept back into my bones. I was being reminded why I should never have come back without first giving up everything in this world. The memory of coming face to face with death once more sent me into frantic panic mode.
I tried opening my eyes to escape the experience but it's not helping. My consciousness was being forcefully awaken and I slowly lost touch with the earthen reality. Everything I see has a thin layer of superficial veil and the space around me no longer feels the same. I knew at that point that I have finally ventured halfway into the inter-dimensional rift.
T+?:??H: Crossroad
Faint memories started coming back to me reminding me who I actually was. An immense pressure came forth into my mind and I quickly recognized this feeling from my last encounter. Knowing beforehand what I was dealing with, I quickly surrendered my ego and every attachment I ever had for this world without hesitation. Immediately I felt my entire being lighting up from within. The metamorphosis began and I can feel myself losing every bit of humanity in me every passing second. Memories of this earthen reality slowly became distant dreams.
In order for you to fully breakthrough, your spirit body must "breathe" in harmony with the universe. It's the most painful and excruciating part of the slow breakthrough process where your spirit body need to rid itself of the filth (low vibration) from its physical flesh. Since both spirit and body are inseparable, the flesh will need to go through the same transformation together. My limbs and the tip of my fingers/ toes felt like they are breaking apart into a million pieces and merging with the universe.
The entire process felt as if I was breaking through this mortal coil like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon. I have become one with "god" from my previous trip so I don't think that I want to re-endure that "process" any time in the near future. Do I want to continue? Maybe not this time. The experience was too intense that I forcefully struggled to the toilet and willed my body to throw up. I got all the data I needed so I ended this trip prematurely.
T+4:29H: Coming Back
The vessel understood the situation and regurgitated several times until some liquid is expelled. My ego rejoiced as my consciousness regained a foothold of this reality. Even though it was a rather weak dose, one should never underestimate the psychedelic power behind every single molecule of this substance. The remaining substance is still flowing freely in my bloodstream. It's just a matter of time before they are being broken down. I mustered my remaining strength to return to the sofa; stumbling about along the way. I laid down and enjoyed the come down from the trip.
I can see through my skin and the chakra points become very visible. I also saw energy emanating from the chakra points like a flower of life-type of geometric pattern. The effects lasted for the next 4 hours before I am fully sober from hyperspace. As the effects left me, I have somehow forgotten the fear experienced from the trip. Memories of the trip became fuzzy and I slowly remembered them as a dream.
I learned a great deal from this trip. Why I was reluctant to return to the "void". Perhaps only the psychonaut himself will know the answers deep down.
Hope you enjoyed reading my trip experience! Until my next article, please trip safe and send me some Steems!