😔 It happened this time, just now when it was midnight on the other side of the world.

I shouldn’t even be writing this post. All it did was help me relieve the pressure that I was supposed to endure. Instead I indulge myself in writing out stuff that was a matter of life and death on some level, but now becomes just a story on a web blog... even worse, something no one will believe in because it either sounds like schizophrenia OR like something too obvious, too normal, something our brain already knows from film and fiction, so it seems like not a big deal if all these things really do exist

Maybe there is a point to me doing even this though