As far as I've seen, in all your posts you usually mention numerous times that what you are posting/saying is NOT a 100% truth, that it's just information (or opinion or pieces of evidence) that should be taken into consideration... So I think it's all good, most people will understand

I try to do the same as you - study and explore the bad/questionable stuff, but also take care of other aspects of life and always find beauty in the world. We need it for our survival, quite literally...

You know, it's like in Harry Potter with chasing away dementors ) We must deal with disgusting stuff and darkness, but remembering and noticing good and beautiful aspects of life even in the midst of all that can serve as a shield of protection for our spirit and mind