I fell in live with a very special man .i will always hold that close to my heart.. He becam my best friend it just seems we drifted apart over time . There were problems in the relationship that were never worked through .A month and 2 weeks ago i lost my bestfriend of 20 some odd years. She was like a sister to me my daughters mother in law and a nanaato our grand kids .This woman was my rock when i needed her. How miss her so .2017 has took some very important people in my life . Somerimes i dont knw how to deal with day to day life without bewaking down and crying. How miss her so much. This world was a better place with her in it i wish i was more like her.