Those are great goals and I want to do the same. I just got to a point where I said F it I'm going to do what I want and make content and I don't care what anyone thinks or says. I want to make content so that's what Im going to do.

I want to increase my subscriber count and get my so as high as I can so I can support others and give more and higher upvotes. It's a process that takes time but that's just how all things in life are.