Test all things and research all things. Such is the mind of the curious inquisitive self-educated man above his govern-mental education. The wise man is always a student, who never stops asking, who knows that the question is both the greatest tool, and the greatest weapon against iniquity. It is why they do not want you to question them & their pseudo authority they create illusion of over you and fight to keep. A True scientist does not "believe" in a ball nor a pizza nor any given model, he inspects them all to enlighten himself with new perspectives he hadth not before. He seeks wisdom learning and knowledge, not complacency & comfort in his own knowledge station or rather "perceived knowledge station". You are on the right path, the path of humble questioning is ALWAYS the right path. The system is designed to kill curiosity and critical thinking and the market is endlessly droning on now about how critical thinking is such a rare and hard to find skill while at the same time they are drowning out all contrarians and centrists and critical thinkers. Imagination is what leads to new solutions, not doing it as we always have.

Believing in God is the right path, for God made it all, the Engineer Ultimate, Ultimate Maker, in the Ultimate Maker's Space.