I hope Cleo gets better, take good care of her, Merlin must have devastated you, but you have taken refuge in Cleo and she still has a lot of life left in her. I know what it's like to lose a pet when I was a child, I lost my cat and my dog, we also lost my brother's dog, his name was Loyal, and the last pet I lost was my parrot Rosita, it's quite painful because you give all your love to that little animal and suddenly it won't be with you anymore.