I understand what you are saying - also does not make sense to me shouting and crying over things or a person, but I also do believe that even through all the shit of this country there are still good people and things that happen - so sometimes I just need to concentrate on that because if you just concentrate on what the idiots are doing to our country, we will go crazy. I think sometimes we need to spend energy on the good things, not just the bad, even if they are few and far between. Do you know how difficult it is for a teacher not to loose it if we learn about our country???