Thanks spider yea there's hidden meanings. I'm surprised you were able to recognise the photos, well done. I guess I'm kinda putting myself out there, some sad stuff in my past. Art is therapeutic for me, I have a conflict about sharing painful stuff, I both want to and don't want to at the same time. Also I don't know if I could really explain things coherently, sometimes events are all jumbled and confusing at the time. Thanks for taking the time to comment. I wish you all the best