I don't feel that you at any point envisioned how much torment I would be in once you were no more,
Since in the event that you had; you wouldn't have abandoned me.
Words can't express the measure of feelings that have accompanied endeavoring to release you.
Consistently has been a battle.
Its been a year its still difficult for me to get a handle on that your extremely gone.
Some of the time, still, I don't comprehend what to do to pass the time.
There have been days that I haven't had any desire to get up,
Also, days that in the event that I permitted myself, I could cry and cry and cry.
After a year despite everything I sit and gaze at your photos,
Some of the time I lay down with them close by.
I miss your voice.
I miss your grin,
Your eyes, your touch
Your scent, your telephone calls
Also, your encouraging ways.
Until the point that I see you and father once more,
I am continually missing you both so staggeringly much!