Hello @ruffatotmeee I feel your pain as deep in my heart as maybe you feel it, I lost my dad in 2019 and I still feel his loss as if it was yesterday, he was for me the best friend I could have had, I enjoyed his presence all my life and I still feel he lacked a lot to go through, from the bottom of my soul I wish you the best and that you find the way to happiness, and if you believe in the reunion in another life, well you can find it again and give yourself the hug you long for so much. A big hug❤️