There are sometimes where we get to a stage in life that we don't even realize that our heart as been battered.
There comes to a point where we can no longer perceive people right, no matter how much we try even.
We can get to a point where we greet people and yet we don't allow them get into our heart just because we don't want to be betrayed.
We get a feeling like:
We don't want to give too much so we won't experience the hurt we have been through in the past over again.
Funniest thing about life is that we can win and still not want a repetition of what we went through before the supposed win.
And that brings me to the fact that people will always be people regardless, they can take take us to a realm that hurts so much that we wont even realize we have made a decision not to ever allow anybody into that space again.
We can get to a point where we are to tensed that we are anticipating the hurt. In our mind we'd be like:
Its only a matter of time, they'd show their true colours, afterall, they are all the same
And in so doing, we tend to, most of the time protect ourselves and get all defensive, without realizing that we are hurting other people in the process.
We are birthing pain, the people we treat like that wants to love us genuinely, but we just won't allow them.
Truth is this happens as we grow older, we become less persons and more personalities.
Then we notice that there's a conversation but no heart discussion.
This life indeed is a dangerous place, especially with diverse people with diff upbringing and mindset.