it's hard some times to shut my mouth lol

The higher your position is, the greater your responsibilities are. Keep striving. Lolz!

Hmmmmm. You say it joy, I will say gratitude and surrender before God's will. Joy is just a by-product, not an actual ingredient. I think the frustration surrounds us when we fail to see the countless blessings we aquire; instead, we focus entirely on the lackings of our lives. Next, a heart that surrenders before God's will tends to see His wisdom in the situations that don't go according to our plans. Together, the gratitude and the surrender makes us stay calmer and in peace. That’s the joy.

I won't say that it is easy to attain that kind of a heart. It is constant struggle to achieve and maintain our gratitude and surrender