Does it mean that you lost all courage? Not sure, how to read you here.

Yes, I lost the courage once. I don't know if I have it today either

Are you really really certain about having a lack of community in your direct environment? What does community mean for you in your real life?

I think I need to contemplate deeply before answering these questions.

The story of that girl from Afghanistan....! You shared once before, though a bit differently.

I can relate to her relation with her traditions. I mean the circumstances where there was no life threatening situation and that there was a loving relationship with her parents.

My circumstances were the same but I was never courageous to raise my voice. I was a coward.

Then life proceeded and kept on making me more afraid and fearful.

You know, the ffeling of being put in cage. Dependent on others. Always seeking the approval. It becomes a habit. No one is to blame but me.

There is nothing like life threatening in my life. In fact, there are certain thing that are more in my control (that were in not in preveious 9 years).

But I still feel restrained (because of my own cowardice, may be. Or because I don't have the courage to face the changes that my action will accompany)

Well, I am really appreciative of the time you spend replying to my comments. You never know, they might be like pebbles thrown in the water.

Thanks a lot ♥️