I've been busy with other things for a few days so I'm coming back to what you said today.

I can understand that. It's you kindness that you take time to reply. 🤗

Mmmmm. I think I couldn’t make my point clear, that’s why you took the conversation other way around.

It is true that there are certain things that I don't like about my culture, but it doesn't at all means that I am a blind fan of the West's mad freedom.

The thing that I wanted to say about the limits of my life is the type of people I am surrounded with.
Let me say things in simpler ways. I have a specific way of conveying and discussing matters. For instance, I love using quotes or verses or some research based information. How would you feel when the people around you have no understanding of things like that. Because they don't understand the things you speak, they start behaving the way that would make you feel a fool, or like you are someone who tries to show off one's knowledge.

Among many people in my life, I love talking to my youngest brother. We have conversation over ongoing events. He understands what I say and has something to contribute to my understanding.

The places I have always felt like living life were my academic institutes. I have no access to them now.

Cutting long story short, I simply crave for intellect and intellectual people in my life. People who have some wisdom to share.

I start feeling irritated of useless and aimless kind of subject matters that are the part of the conversations in m surrounding.

Appearance" is exchanged for "being". If you know what I mean :

I think I didn't get it. I would loved to be explained further.

Now, how I see it, there are always people who are not sincere within a community and actually that does not matter as long as there are those who are.

Agreed.

I cannot really say why I turn to you once in a while. :) I thank you for your kindness.

The feeling is mutual ❤️ ❤️