I have no idea what I'm doing. I didnt do any research and actually forgot I even signed up for this. Figured since I got accepted, I might as well follow through. I do have a shotty blog already, but I mostly just type thoughts down that I dont feel like posting anywhere else. Apparently I have aged out of tumblr, Im 26, but in tumblr years Im basically 48.
Some people call me Amber "the truth". This came from me constantly giving words of wisdom/advice. I dont say anything special. Im just true neutral, a natural empath, and have the ability to argue both sides of any situation. Its a trait other people find beneficial but usually destroys me from the inside out. I over-think my own issues internally until I feel completely isolated and numb. No one really knows this about me. So I guess Im trying to be vulnerable to a group of strangers before I lose my shit. (Im going to curse)
So I dont know what to tell you to expect on here... I see theres all kinds of trends like open mic. I always wonder in the car what song Id use to audition for the voice. Maybe I'll try a few out and post a video. For as open and sociable as I am, my stage fright is just as bad. I was a first soprano for four years in highschool, I honestly miss singing carol of the bells.
Im a stay at home mother of two, and I could go the rest of my life never watching moana or trolls again, yet its on everyday.
Its almost bad enough to start missing the bubble guppies. (Annoying baby show about toddler mer-people that have beaches under water and when they play pretend, they float on land). The songs are catchy as fuck, but they use the same melody for at least two songs with different words, which is some inception shit. You hear one tune and have multiple songs stuck in your head.
I never figured out what I wanted to do with my life (besides parent) but careers I have considered, radio show host, standup comedian, or tattoo artist. Im working on the artist part, so expect some ok artwork.
Thats it for now.
