You will not be the first person I gave this recommendation too...

Hang out, have fun, some fights are not worth fighting. POB is in good hands in the community and if he never shows up again, we might be better off... that said... there is too much that we cannot control.

I think you bring a lot value to this platform with pob-talk and curation. Focus on adding to the platform and let go of the things you can't control... it is enough to drive one mad. I'm rooting for you and POB.