The period of the second world war, in 1940, Germany
In the middle of the muddy grass field, in the light rain, I ran with my brother, Heinz. Looking for a temporary shelter. We found a tree that rarely leaves, but still better to take shelter there.
"Brother, I'm cold." I say. Naturally, we are currently wearing thin clothes, and potholes. Dirty, and ragged.
"Be patient, hang on a little longer, until the war is over," my sister said with tears. He hugged me.
"Brother, why are you sure this war can end?" I asked, huddled together.
"Every human being needs peace, Lious, when the time comes, they will be at peace with each other, only now, we do not know the exact time yet," he said.
My sister and I are 10 years apart. In my eyes she looked so mature, graceful and calm.
"Sister .. is Heaven there?"
"Of course, Lious, there my father and mother will take us for a walk around the beautiful city, and the roads are made of gold, and Grandma told me before I left this world." He looked up at the sky.
"Mother, father and grandmother would love to be there" I said .. sighing as she stared into the sky.
The rain slowly stopped.
"The rain stops kak"
"Yeah, look, it's a rainbow, lovely is not it?"
"Yes, beautiful, colorful"
"The rainbow always shows up every rain, we can interpret it, even if we get sad, it will not last forever, we must feel happiness one day"
....
"Sorry kak, I'm hungry"
My sister looks at me pity
"Eat this bread yes"
"But this is our last supply"
"You know, but you know, if God will bless us, he will not let us go hungry, Lious" he gave me the bread.
"Let's split two feet," I say, breaking the hard, cold bread. At that moment my empty stomach sounded.
"Lious, please, just enjoy your blessing.You do not think about sister, brother is full"
"Is it true?" I make sure.
He nodded weakly "look at this, belly's stomach already bloated" he said, holding his stomach.
I know, he was holding his stomach with hunger, and his bloated stomach was hungry.
"It's quick to eat"
Finally I ate the bread quickly, did not want to see my brother's suffering increased.
We continued the journey.
Unfortunately it was a fog.
We can not see around.
Suddenly ..
"Tembaaak"
It's a battleground!
There was the sound of bullets and grenades everywhere
"Lious, watch out!" My brother yelled. He immediately lay face down covering me from all attacks.
"Sister, brother, realize kak" I say while half crying, shake my sister's body "
eyes open, but the wound is severe. He was dying, covered in blood
"Li .. Lious .." he said brilliantly
"Sister do not talk anymore, please, I'll do anything, but do not leave me Kak".
"You do not need Lious, you just have to be here ... uhuk cough" the cough is bleeding
"Brother, do not talk anymore ..."
"Lious, you do not have to worry about your sister. You're a good sister, keep up your life, 6 broken sibling ribs, calf bone and fontanilla's crooked bone also cracked .. Life in this world will add ... uhuk .. my misery .. "
"Brother, keep quiet .."
"Lious .. keep ... life ..." he said as he breathed his last breath ...
"KAKAAAAAK" I cried and shouted for a moment. I do not care about my surroundings.
"It's not fair, it's not fair! God should not call brother, he's so good!
After I stopped crying, I wiped my eyes, hoping it was not a dream. I shook my sister's body, hoping she woke up and laughed happily at me. But I realized,
this is reality.
I can not bear to see my brother's body. I ran and kept running, into the forest. I looked for a twig, I bite and scratch until my gums and fingers bleed, after I felt sharp, I drew them into my heart. Suddenly my hand stopped. My sister's voice cried.
"Lious, do not commit suicide like this. Suicide will make you go to hell, tortured many times more You will not see us again" he said
I realized that the older sister was happier there, eating bread, seeing the rainbow, and hanging out with her father and mother. It is better. God called my brother because his duty on earth has been done.
I wiped my tears, then continued my wandering amid the smoke of gunpowder ..
