I seem to suffer from some of the same issues you describe. To me, it feels like I enjoy the idea-generation and the putting down of the general strokes part (let's say the sketching part, to use a drawing analogy), and the rest seems too robotic to be interesting. Or perhaps it's the perfectionism holding me back. Dunno.

Does Mobbsidian ever use Obsidian? Just curious. Never heard of Box.com till now. There appear to be new software like this coming out every day, seemingly offering the same exact product.

six-hour-per-day-per-channel junk

Does anyone ever listen to that stuff for more than 2 seconds?