Your words about anger and being angry with one you love strike me deeply. Anger is something I’ve been working hard to transmute and the words you used are very true. It’s incredible how perspective can completely dissolve inconsistencies! Vipassana is a wonderful tool to have. I can definitely see how regular meditation in this manner could help you move from using medicines in general. Having a stable and grounded mind-body is very important to stable health.

Oh and... were you in a cult? Lol