Thanks for sharing your personal path with yoga! I too had very similar feelings about meditation when I first had learned about it and that it was something far too advanced for me to practice as a novice. It’s silly how our mind traps itself against itself. I’m definitely interested to read more about your experiences with tantra. I have not studied much tantra, But I have read a little bit into sex Magik which showed me that I was already intuitively working with these energies. AnyWho, thanks again for sharing and looking forward to more of your work!