I have seen your makeup posts and never was interested in any of them (you can see why). When I saw this picture, I thought it added a layer of complexity to your personality. I think it's unavoidable in this picture that cosmetics are taking a hit :) We, as woman are conditioned to use them. We are conditioned to try and be as attractive as we can, and many women do unpleasant things to themselves to meet that standard.

It's hard to resist the marketing, the pitch we are given even as little girls that our appearance is paramount. It takes up so much emotional and actual time in a girl's life.

I think you must be very confident, in a way, to let your instinct through, to listen to the voice in your head that wants to create perplexing art. You're not tailoring your art to expectations, but to the voice in your head (or your heart).