It is sort of an out-of-body experience, isn't it? Not everyone is inclined to stand back and observe the signs objectively as you do here, @artgrafiken. I often wonder at the changes as though they are happening to someone else. For me, the hard part is not what is happening to me. I always knew that would come and didn't think I'd last this long. The hard part is the loss, those time takes away. No getting used to that. We are supposed to pretend that we move on after each loss. How?