Lesdership

I have a calling of God upon my life and that only come first take the first priority in my life in marriage family career what God wants first that is why it looks like am disobeying every expectation of you people to because I ask God what he says about everything my family demand of me but God standard keeps ringing in ear we are not reducing our standard to accomodate any human instruction. Now who is truly disobedient God my parents, you or me. Am highly wired to respond to only things that God wants and repellent things that come from human will because humans are imperfect but God is a perfect God he doesn't make mistakes. This is why he choose me to lead the family to light but pulling me back to you levels is what I can't take from my family we rather separate or come together under my leadership as God designed it. This is why we are in constant disagreement
Every family picks who leads the family whose words matter this is what our family lack that is dividing us against each other.so you see clearly now that am not the problem but power tussel between us is the problem with us.we must pick one person who voices everyone obeys and see how we will move forward and succeed as a family as against the plot of the evil ones against our family for what God placed in the family bible story family bible dnt get hidden so why are you hiding a Bible story family that is meant for the world to renew their spirit that God truly exist.