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You can be loyal to the wrong person, invest in the wrong people, satisfy your best interest so that it will wake up one day to realize that you have spent two years or more building a life and a future that will never happen.
Your life seems so absorbed, nothing is happening, everything is going off and you don't really know what to do. You are living a life of uncertainty and nothing really comes to play.
You live your life in a good way so that nothing holds you and nothing really makes you fall out of place or shape.