A round of applause for you guy, do you know it means a lot when you have or can afford what it takes to sustain life and it's problem, yes you are stressed out but I think is better than waste time and energy thinking about what you have no solution to, I also believe with time the stress both mentally and physically will reduce because then you have known much about the job and also your partner will relax a bit.
Weldone am happy you made some money, that would definitely go a long way.