Good to see you're going into a positive direction this time. I had my missed money making chances too and I can relate so much on missing out on BTC. But looking back some of my decisions were made after I took the time to evaluate whatever info I got working for me and that gave me a bit of peace when pushing through with those life decisions. You're going to make more mistakes and you're going to have more regrets about the decisions you have yet to make on a distant future and this is normal. Just give your future credit that you're doing your best with the cards you've been dealt with.