Memories from early ages are sometimes clear and vivid, but they're strongly associated with our emotions. That must have been a rather difficult time for your parents and traumatic for you... you don't need to see the tunnel vision, but you remember what you felt very well, or almost well. As for feeling like you're drowning in a glass of water, it reminds me a lot of my mother, because she always repeated that saying to me: don't torment yourself in a glass of water, because from her position, she forced me to continue forward and not allow things to affect me so much, not even while I was in a tank of chlorine. Acting on instinct, acting in self-defense, acting because you have a reasonable conscience will always be the right course of action.

Happy Sunday to you... I'm trying to write about memories, and taking advantage of the electricity to cook; after all, cooking inspires me... 😄