thank you @in2itiveart. i am forced to self-reflect, and yes i agree. It is important to honor our word. We dishonor others when we do not keep our words. We are unreliable, disloyal, we break their trust. Then we want it back. Trust once broken may take years to rebuild. One has to prove over and over again that they have changed to earn back the trust they broke. i am now as before guided. My word is my bond. Thanks much!