i have tourettes and ocd and i literaly cannot wait i have no patience because my brain si always firing even in my sleep i twitch constantly and i had to learn to convert physical twitches into thoughts, i go super fast and cannot stop and ive only found like 2 or 3 people on earth who understand teh way i am. And I wasnt rich enough for them, at 34 i was supposed to already move out the many times i had BTC or tens of thousands in profit i could have been using to move out a while ago, and then I would have made more money and worked on my telos proposals but instead i wentcrazy andnow no one likes me or will support any project i make so i have to write projects for others and have them post proposals and ill never get any credit for anything