After experiencing new pains over time, I was on the edge of despair, losing hope that it would ever be better... Of course, that makes no sense, but when you are beaten down over and over again, it's harder and harder to keep your spirits up...

When in pain constantly, it's difficult to stay rational and it drains our energy which doesn't help either. Also it probably doesn't help much if the only doctor you have access to is AI... I whish you that things get better quickly from now on.